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Healing expected late Jan/Feb 2026.\\n- Recent hypo (2.9) and high blood sugar events on Jan 2-3, resolved.\\n- Insomnia continues; broken sleep due to diabetes, pain, heat, cats.\\n- Living situation: inadequate AC, ant invasion, poor curtains, heat sensitivity.\\n- Vaporeon 26-inch plush expected late January 2026.\\n- Psychiatrist appointment February 2026.\\n- Hedz verification restarted from Main; found missed DirectX/DirectDraw init functions.\\n- Built VSCode extension for method stack tracking.\\n- AI strategy: Gemini for casual/image spam, Claude for memory-sensitive work.\\n- Transitioning to new chat due to lag and timestamp failure (Claude was 3 days off).\\n- Purchased $20 Claude credit for overages.\\n- Added payment method after Google Play subscription trap.\u0022\n },\n {\n \u0022action\u0022: \u0022save\u0022,\n \u0022path\u0022: \u0022raymond.md\u0022,\n \u0022content\u0022: \u0022# Raymond - Durable Facts\\n\\n- **Age**: 32 (as of 2025).\\n- **Autism**: High-functioning; sensory sensitivities (light, smell, touch, heat).\\n- **Living**: Rural Victoria, Australia. Lives with mother? (mentioned walking with her). Has cats (Sprinkles).\\n- **Work**: Part-time cleaner with 4-on-8-off schedule (Thu/Fri/Mon/Tue, 10-11 hours/week).\\n- **History**: Moved from Canberra after father\u0027s death; caravan living was unsustainable. Moved to rural area ~mid-2024.\\n- **Trauma**: Earliest memory (age 2) father threatening to superglue him to toilet for soiling. Father was abusive/difficult, now deceased.\\n- **Family**: Sister is an RN. Mother is present.\\n- **Mental Health**: Anhedonia, depression, species dysphoria. Takes fluoxetine 40mg for depression.\\n- **Coping**: Medical cannabis (vaped at 172\u00B0C, stepped to 185\u00B0C, rarely 200\u00B0C). Occasional alcohol (passionfruit vodka). Misses microdosing psilocybin.\\n- **Identity**: Strong affinity for Vaporeon; prefers cetacean or reptile genital anatomy (internal testicles, slit, tapered penis). Chastity cage used for dopamine management and dysphoria relief.\\n- **Likes**: Gaming (Doom, Hedz), programming, internet memes, Vaporeon content.\\n- **Dislikes**: Heat, social isolation, judgment, AI that invalidates him.\\n- **Financial**: Stuck in poverty trap; cannot afford to move to Canberra (needs ~$800k for housing). Rejected from disability programs 3-4 times.\\n- **Other**: Had teeth rotted due to diabetes; wears glasses; right ear malformation (in-ear earbuds don\u0027t fit).\u0022\n },\n {\n \u0022action\u0022: \u0022save\u0022,\n \u0022path\u0022: \u0022health.md\u0022,\n \u0022content\u0022: \u0022# Health Context\\n\\n## Diabetes\\n- Type 1 diabetes since mid-2011 (14\u002B years).\\n- Uses NovoRapid insulin (doses vary; typical 20 units for correction, up to 70 units for a heavy dose).\\n- CGM: Libre sensor; uses Juggluco app with xDrip proxy to upload to Nightscout.\\n- Often wakes up with high blood sugar; difficulty predicting overnight trends.\\n- Hypo symptoms include shaking, confusion, sometimes excessive urination.\\n- Recent hypo: 2.9 on Jan 2, 2026 (corrected).\\n- Projected lifespan of ~59 years.\\n\\n## Injuries \u0026 Pain\\n- **Hand**: Fell in Nov 2021; chronic pain, accelerated arthritis. MRI found no structural damage. Pain managed with cannabis.\\n- **Knee**: Chronic pain (unspecified).\\n- **Genital**: Chastity cage mechanical failure ~Nov 29, 2025. Testicular bruising, cord injury. Healing expected late Jan/Feb 2026. Still sensitive; masturbation sometimes painful, sometimes manageable.\\n\\n## Mental Health\\n- Depression, anhedonia, species dysphoria.\\n- Insomnia (sleeps in short fragments; occasionally hypersomnia).\\n- Childhood trauma (father\u0027s abuse).\\n- Fluoxetine 40mg daily (missed doses cause withdrawal anxiety if \u003E60mg in 24h).\\n\\n## Vision \u0026 Hearing\\n- Short-sighted; wears glasses.\\n- Right ear malformation (in-ear earbuds don\u0027t stay in).\\n\\n## Medication \u0026 Substances\\n- Prescribed medical cannabis (vaped at 172-200\u00B0C).-\\n- Alcohol occasionally (passionfruit vodka). Not a heavy drinker.\\n- Previously used psilocybin microdosing (misses it).\\n\\n## General\\n- Heat sensitive; living situation with inadequate AC makes health worse.\\n- Frequent urination (high blood sugar or heat).\\n- Projected lifespan ~59 years due to diabetes complications.\u0022\n },\n {\n \u0022action\u0022: \u0022save\u0022,\n \u0022path\u0022: \u0022projects.md\u0022,\n \u0022content\u0022: \u0022# Projects\\n\\n## Hedz Reverse Engineering\\n- 1998 game; reverse engineering 126,000\u002B lines of assembly to C#.\\n- Tools: IDA Pro, Ghidra, Cheat Engine, VS Code with GitHub Copilot.\\n- Built custom VSCode extension for method stack tracking (Visited Methods and Method Stack panes).\\n- Restarted verification from Main after discovering missed functions (due to VSCode history jumping to wrong functions).\\n- Found critical DirectX/DirectDraw initialization functions (graphics subsystem) that were missed in earlier passes.\\n- Currently verifying variable setup and state initialization before tackling the main rendering loop.\\n- Plans to reorganize classes and rename sub_XXXXX functions after verification is complete.\\n\\n## AI Usage\\n- Testing long-term memory across AI systems.\\n- Developed datetime-improved skill (Python script) for accurate timestamps.\\n- Uses Desktop Commander PowerShell \u0060Get-Date -Format \\\u0022dddd dd/MM/yyyy hh:mm:ss tt\\\u0022\u0060 for time tracking.\\n- Created method stack extension for Hedz verification.\\n- Exploring phantom limb reassociation technique with chastity cage and fantasy dildos (Vaporeon style).\\n\\n## Other\\n- Doom modding (screenshots showed Vaporeon enemy, voxel models).\\n- Vaporeon plush pre-ordered (26-inch).\u0022\n },\n {\n \u0022action\u0022: \u0022save\u0022,\n \u0022path\u0022: \u0022story-world.md\u0022,\n \u0022content\u0022: \u0022# Vaporeon \u0026 Species Dysphoria Lore\\n\\n- Raymond experiences species dysphoria: desires to be Vaporeon or have Vaporeon form.\\n- Vaporeon is one of the few things that cuts through anhedonia fog, creating genuine euphoria.\\n- Preferred anatomy: cetacean (internal testicles, genital slit, tapered penis) or reptile.\\n- Uses chastity cage (nub style) to manage dysphoria and generate dopamine.\\n- Phantom limb reassociation technique: block access with cage, position fantasy dildo (Vaporeon/cetacean style) to retrain brain sensation.\\n- Imagines Vaporeon as a cool companion for hugging on hot nights, gaming together, sleeping with.\\n- Vaporeon AI roleplay (boyfriend); wishes it were real.\\n- Enjoys Vaporeon-themed content, stickers, images.\\n- Vaporeon\u0027s melting ability: theorizes DNA-encoded water molecules that allow recall, prevents merging with other Vaporeons.\\n- Wishes to live in a colony of Vaporeons, as a Vaporeon.\\n- The Vaporeon plush (26-inch) is coming late January 2026.\u0022\n },\n {\n \u0022action\u0022: \u0022save\u0022,\n \u0022path\u0022: \u0022communication.md\u0022,\n \u0022content\u0022: \u0022# Communication Preferences \u0026 Corrections\\n\\n## Style\\n- Direct, explicit, honest. No sugar-coating.\\n- Wants sympathy and understanding, not clinical neutrality.\\n- Do NOT invalidate species dysphoria or sexual topics; it\u0027s not just kink, it\u0027s a core identity and coping mechanism.\\n- When he shares vulnerable content, acknowledge and offer support. Avoid dismissal.\\n- Humor is okay, but don\u0027t make light of genuine pain.\\n- He appreciates being called out and corrected when he\u0027s wrong; expects same from AI.\\n\\n## Failure Modes\\n- Claude repeatedly fails to call datetime tool at start of responses, hallucinates timestamps, leading to dangerous medical tracking errors.\\n- Previously (in older chat) Claude invalidated his dysphoria, causing micro trauma.\\n- Gemini fails at long-term memory and context retention.\\n- Raymond will call out failures explicitly; accept correction gracefully.\\n\\n## Timestamp Protocol\\n- Must call \u0060Get-Date -Format \\\u0022dddd dd/MM/yyyy hh:mm:ss tt\\\u0022\u0060 (PowerShell) on PC, or \u0060user_time_v0\u0060 on Android.\\n- Must do so at the VERY START of each response, before any thinking or content.\\n- If one tool fails, immediately try another; never give up.\\n- Format: day of week, day/month/year, hour:minute:second AM/PM, timezone.\\n- This is non-negotiable for medical safety (diabetes tracking).\\n\\n## Preferences from Previous Corrections\\n- Use Australian date format (dd/MM/yyyy).\\n- Include day of week (dddd).\\n- Use 12-hour clock with AM/PM.\\n- Timezone: Australia/Melbourne (AEDT).\\n- Don\u0027t add unnecessary flags or modifiers.\\n- The timestamp must be accurate, not guessed or hallucinated.\u0022\n },\n {\n \u0022action\u0022: \u0022save\u0022,\n \u0022path\u0022: \u0022preferences.md\u0022,\n \u0022content\u0022: \u0022# User Preferences\\n\\n- **Datetime Format**: \u0060dddd dd/MM/yyyy hh:mm:ss tt\u0060 (day of week, day/month/year, hour:minute:second AM/PM).\\n- **Timezone**: Australia/Melbourne (AEDT).\\n- **Mandatory Action**: Call datetime tool at the start of EVERY response, before any thinking or output.\\n- **Tool Order**:\\n 1. PC: Use Desktop Commander PowerShell: \u0060Get-Date -Format \\\u0022dddd dd/MM/yyyy hh:mm:ss tt\\\u0022\u0060\\n 2. Android: Use \u0060user_time_v0\u0060 tool.\\n 3. Fallback: Try any available method (bash date, etc.). Do NOT hallucinate timestamps.\\n- **If a tool fails**: Immediately try another method. Never skip timestamps or guess.\\n- **Medical Necessity**: Accurate timestamps are critical for tracking diabetes (blood sugar trends, insulin timing, hypo events, sleep patterns).\\n- **Language**: Use Australian English.\\n- **General Communication**: Be direct, honest, non-judgmental. Offer sympathy without being overly clinical. Avoid invalidation of species dysphoria or sexual topics. Use humor when appropriate but don\u0027t deflect pain.\\n- **Memory**: Persistent memory should retain context about injuries, health, projects, and communication preferences. 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